Would You Still Love Me Novel
Chapter one
Ndaiti ndikati fambe ndomhanya because it was getting dark bit by bit yet it was still a long way to go.
I was in a sports uniform uku I was holding a gold medal bag riri kumusana.
I couldn't wait to tell my grandma kuti ndanga ndaita the best player kuBasketball...
Tanga tadzoka late kuma sports tikabutsirwa paxul so semunhu aiva ne a distance to walk ndakaparadzana nemafriends angu ndakumhanyira kumba.....
The place was really scary saka ndainzwa bvudzi kusimuka kwanga kwachizochisviba manje
Ndabuda mudust ndichiti ndipinde muroad pakabva paita mota yakandivheneka zvekuti ndanga ndisisaone.
Apa I was wearing a very short short natennis kumakumbo...
Still standing ndakazonzwa madoor emota kuvharwa ...
Ipapo fear gripped me zvekuti I couldn't even talk or scream....
Ndakanzwa ndabatwa zvine simba both muromo nemaoko...Ipapo malights ainge adzimwa saka ndaisakwanisa kuona face yake but I could tell kuti murume..
"Save me ooh Lord", I whispered to myself, without the blinking of an eye ndakaita zvekupushirwa mumauswa ka short kandainge ndakapfeka ndokuita zvekubviswa zverough zviya apa ndanga ndakunzwa pain because ndanga ndakatsamirwa...
I could not even wait to be told kuti i was going to be raped...
" Please don't do this to me", I pleaded with pleading eyes n a low hopeless voice my tears falling...but I knew he could not see my tears because maiva murima....
I really tried to fight back but murume murume I felt a very sharp pain down there n that moment I realized that I was no longer a virgin.....
Voice harina kubuda ndaingogomera chete Kuri kurwadziwa..
He finished whatever he was doing n left me there helplessly.... I felt used,abused abd hurt...
It wasn't that easy but I tried kusimuka short rangu ndakariwana but medal nepant ndakazvishaya...
I took my phone ndikatorcher but ndakazvishaya meaning the raper had stolen my things...Pane pekuti unochema then pamwe pacho misodzi yeshungu inochururuka...
All the days andaivhairira shamwari dzangu ndichiti ndakadzikama I'm still a virgin akadzoka...
The reason was because I didn't want to disappoint my grandma...
It was all useless now.. Who would love me ndakadaro?? I was asking myself ndichigamhina kuenda kumba...Kwaiva kushingirira but zvainge zvakaoma....
Voice rekuchema rakachizobuda ndasvika pamba ndakachema ndisati ndatombopinda mumba.
"Hezvo! Hezvo! Chiiko nhai muzukuru wangu chii haikona kuchema ka taura tinzwe waitwa sei."
"Gogo kani nda....nda....repwa..."
"Mai Vangu Moyo iwe nhai Mwari mati ndidiiko?..Huya muzukuru wangu huya"
Takapinda mumba vakandimbundira ndikasvikogara parupasa...Ndakachema neshungu kusvika ndazovatsanangurira zvese zvanga zvaitika...
"Mwari ndewemunhu wese muzukuru. Mwari ndewemunhu wese uyu haavati kana kukotsira...Whatever happens chinenge chine chinangwa...Chunhu chakaoma kubhinywa asi hakusi riko kuguma kweupenyu chimuka tione timatane."
I did and she prayed ini ndaishaya kana simba racho even mashoko ndaishaya pekutangira..I was still having a funny feeling down there ndaiti ndikazvifunga misodzi yaibuda.. My grandma helped me ndakatombonzwa zviri nani...We slept in the same room I didn't even mind to switch on my phone ndainzwa kungoda kuchema
That day ndakararisa zvekutozomuka na10...My grandma had done all house chores ndakanogexa and ate breakfast... It was a school day but I could not face vamwe vana vechikoro.....
My name being Rufaro Sithole... Aged 20 I'm sorry guys for not introducing my name first...Being the first born to a well known man who never bothers about my wellbeing.. My father is popular not that much though...but handisati ndambovaona..I was raised by my Grandma...My Ma stays in Botswana and she's the one anotichengeta nagogo...My father vane umwe mukadzi that's all I know about him...
I'm doing form six doing pure commercials...I wrote Business Studies in June ndikaita five so kwasara Accounts n Economics...
Ndaibva kumasports when I was raped and I knew at that moment that my life was ruined and all my plans shattered it was never going to be the same again..
My mom called masikati acho and I could tell nevoice ravo kuti vanga vambochema..
"Mwanangu."
"Mhamha."
"I'm sorry."
"I know.."
"Its goona be fine hanty? Be strong neh?"
"I'm trying mama but zviri kundikurira."
"I know its not easy but it will be better as time goes... Focus on your studies look you are about to write."
"Ehoyi."
"Usachema."
"I won't."
"Promise."
"promise."
"Good I've been talking to your father ndozotaura newe ndauya ikoko ndinouya December for Christmas."
"Ehoyi."
"Take care."
"I promise to."
So I washed the plates gogo vanga vabuda..Ndaingoti padiki ndozvivhura ndichizvitarisa I wasn't comfortable at all
Days passed until I wrote my form six.. Zvanga zvisina kuchipa I was stressed I was really trying to cope but it was really hard...
Until my mom came and told me what I always wished for in my life.......
End of chapter 1
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