Would You Still Love Me Chapter 6
Chapter Six
Rufaro
I don't know chii chaiitika but ndaiti every time Andrea paaitraya kuda kundibata ndaiita maflashback ezvakaitika back then...Ndaiita as if ndaitozviona in my mind and zvaindi affecter....
I was really scared that my past was haunting me..Ndanga ndakushaya kuti ndomuudza sei Andrea kuti I was once raped...I was even more scared that I had kids..Would he still love me if he finds out?..I was just asking myself without having proper answers
"Babe we to talk.."
"Is there anything wrong?"
"A bit unoita free nguvai?"
"Apa ndiri kuda kuperekedza shamwari yangu kunoona babie rake so ndokuona zvekuma 2 hanty tete havapo?"
"Ehe.."
"Okay ndokufonera kna ndakuuya wandipinza fear though."
"Sorry."
"Just know that hatirambane zvekumhanya kana iriyo nyaya yauri kuda kundiudza gara hako kana rudo rwako rwukapera toshandisa rwangu...I will hotspot you.."
"Kkk ehoyi ."
"Ani."
"Imika."
"Imi ani?"
"Daddy kkk."
Gud ndoda ujairire uchiri kunyara I can tell.
"A bit."
"Loosen up okay?"
"Okay."
Ndainzwa kuremerwa ini ndanga ndakatotarisa hangu mwana watete Vangu aiisa makeup..
"Uda kuendepiko.."
"Kuenda out nababa kkk."
"Nababa?"
"Yes your mukuwasha.."
"Kkk hoo dai atouya ndambomuona WO kkkk.."
"Momuona paanouya kuzonditora mhomz.."
"Okay then.."
I finished up tyding in the house ndikanzwa bell kugate..
"Aaa apa handisati ndapfeka."
Zvakatanga kuitwa fast zvinhu zvacho dzimwe hembe dzakachena nedzakasviba dzichingokandwa my washen basket...Ndakatozotanga kurongedza abuda achimhanya...
"Mhamha Rue.."
"Heee."
"Huyai..
" coming.."
I almost froze ndichiona Andrea akagara with a certain guy...I just gave a silent prayer hoping he wasn't the one dating mwana watete vangu....
Ndakanogara paSofa haana kana kumboshamisika hake ndakaramba ndiri zii...
"Mhamha uyu ndiye mukomana wangu anonzi Andrea uyu ishamwari yake."
"Andrea how could you?",I said my palms sweating.. My breath quickening ndainge ndofemera padenga
The both laughed achiuya kuzondimbundira.
" usanyeperwe babie ndiwe wangu ari kunyepa uyu they wanted to see your reaction chete...Ndokuda."Ndakanatsotura mafemo...
"So this means you are now my mukwasha kkk haa uchaona moto."_said Andrea to his friend who laughed hard
Vakabuda vakatisiya tiri2 naAndrea..Ndaishaya kuti ndoitanga sei nyaya yacho plus ndaingofeeler uncomfortable alone with him in the house
My aunt vaiita zvekuhodha kuSouth ndokwavainge vaenda tasara tiri 2.
"Ndauya manje chitaura nyaya yako", he said achindizvuvira pamakumbo ake ndikasvikowira ipapo..
Ndakatanga kuruma zvigunwe kuita semusikana ari kunyengwa..
" Talk to me mama I'm all ears."
"Not now I will tell you kana wakuenda."
"Asi hausi kundirambaka?"
"No pamwe ndiwe uchatondiramba.."
"Handimbo Mama trust me.."
"Time will tell then."
"I feel like.."
"What?"
''Kissing your gorgeous lips."
"Andrea.."
"Babe..."
"Hameno zvandinonzwa if u kiss me or touch me kamww kafear kandinongonzwa."
"Its because you are not used to it don't worry ndichaita ujairw I noticed it though... I think its because you are still a virgin.."
"Aaah..."
"Kkk I kno and don't deny it I noticed it because of your fear towards man.."
I just gave a deep sigh..What if akazoziva kuti ndainge ndisiri..Would he believe that I was raped? Because most guys vanotoona sekuti being raped is every girl's excuse
I didn't say anything he made me face him..
"Whatever happens don't doubt my love okay?"
"Yes."
"Gud ."
He played with my cheeks and kissed me..I remained tense at first ndikazotanga kuresponder..Memories came flooding back I tried to back away...
"Please relax I'm not a monster and I'm not going to bite you."
"I'm scared."
"Where's your spare bedroom? "
"Iyo.."
Without knowing his intention he carried me there and tossed me onto the mattress.
"Can we at least stop this Andrea."
"Relax babe you will get to like it.."
Slowly he began kissing my mouth,my neck and down my belly..I gave a soft moan it was my first time having that feeling... He kept on going caressing my whole body until I could feel pleasure..
"That was great", I told him
" Ndakuudza",he said hoarsely achindisebedza padhuze naye..I took my laptop tikatanga kuona movie with my head on his chest..I could feel his heart beat and ndaonatsonzwa kuti hana yangu ndipo pairi kurovera ipapo
"Saka toita vana vangani?"
"One"
"Aa babe one haaite."
"Anoita because ndine..."
"Une chii.."
Hana yangu yakarova ipapo zviri serious.. I was now wondering kuti for how long was I going to lie to him..Will I keep this secret forever?
"Fear yekuita vana."
"I will always be there for you supporting you you don't have to worry...I will try as much as I can."
"Tichazoona but chero ukavepo hazvireve kuti ndiwe unotakura nhumbu yacho ka."
"Asi ndini ndoiisa."
"Ptseke watanga kutaura zvisina basa ka ipapa."
"Ko kunyepa here babie...Tatopotsa tagadzira first born yedu ipapa with the way you were screaming my name dzapotsa ndatonhingirikina."
I closed my face withy hands..
"If you continue being naughty ndikukusiya wega muno."
"Sorry kani maimwana munofanira kutondijaira ndozvandiri.."
"Ehoo.."
"Let us get on a serious talk I can't wait for you kuti upedze degree rako ndozokuroora shaa that is too far 4 years?"
"Patience pays."
"No babie aiwa kana musecond year unenge wakutouya pamba.."
"That is too early shaa let us wait a bit.."
"Ndendisisatokwanosewo ini.."
"Kudii?"
"Kugara ndega."
"Tetichiona buh usandimhanyire.."
His friend akazodzoka and I decided to break the news pandakamupekedza kumota...
"Andrea I'm going to tell you this pachiri padhuze...I don't know how you are going to react buh that is the truth.."
"Shoot."
"I'm not a virgin."
He gave that laugh yekumanikidzira iya looking direct into my teary eyes..Truth sank deep into his mind and guess what he did?
He turned without saying a word achinopinda mumota and drove away breaking my heart into pieces....
Stressed ndakasvikawo mwana watete vangu achichema..
"Ko chii Jane?"
"Mama he broke my virginity..."
Ndakangopererwa ndakadaro
*Andrea*
Hanzi some truths are better left unsaid.. Because you will end up being hurt..I never dreamt that Rufaro won't be a virgin.. She looked so innocent zvekuti ndaitoita kufara ndichiti ndazvibatira akazvibata little did I know that aiva akatopedzwa naye kaye....Marrying a virgin doesn't mean zvinoita pave ne true love or it guarantees marriage but pane kamwe ka excitement soo kekungoti ndini ndega ndakapinda nekubuda ipapo kanongofadza...I never said anything paakandiudza or asked why I just gave her my back and drove off...
"Ko chii mdara mangova neka angry face.."
"Personal matters."
"Since when Andrea keeping secrets from me?"
"Sorry I will tell you for now ndikunzwa hasha.."
"If you say so its okay... Shaa ko zvandazoita nhasi?"
"Wadii?"
"Ndaenda nebabie kuden paya..Ndikasvikq anamomz naMdara varipo..I introduced her vakatofarira muroora paye..So ndaenda naye kwandorara ka ndichimuratidza room yangu ....And we started watching a romantic movie...Things got heated up ndikabata babie bhoo until randichemerera kuti ndingopedza masports..Afterwards ngaandiridzire mhere nhaiwe ndanyara apa ana momz vanga varipooo...Hanzi wandikwadza she was still a virgin ka...Saka mhomz vatozotisheedza vakatotaura nesu nhasi ndanyara iwe...I can not even face her right now.. Hanzi zvawakanganisa mwana wevanhu hapana kwaachaenda iye ndiye azoti ndoda kuenda kumba..She was crying all the way..Honestly I needed her to stay kungoti mari dzekuroora hadzisati dzabatana chete...I feel like I'm the luckiest man on earth.. I just pray she got pregnant.."
"Lucky you Rufaro just confessed to me that she's not a virgin."
"Serious?"
"Yeah patanga takuuya ipapa "
"Hoo ndosaka manga makazara mdara kkk haa tough luck shit happens maybe akatongozviita once you never know."
"That won't change anything.."
"I know but just follow your heart how about Abie?"
"I don't know I never asked but I suspect she isn't because ndakanzwa nyaya dzake bho ndikutoshaya kuti how can I get her out of my life handichamuda."
"Unomuratidza action speaks louder than words."
"Apa anoziikanwa Paden ndikutomushaira mhosva.."
"Nyaya dzako idzi ma1.."
He said achiisa song ...
_What if I'm complicated_
_Always leaving you frustrated_
_Nothing ever went quite right_
_Would you still love me?_
_Wish I could let you know what the future holds_
_but that's a promise I can't make_
_through the good and bad happy and sad Love is a risk that we must take_
That when reality hit me in the face..I had raped a virgin girl...Was this a way God was punishing me?...Because honestly Rufaro was my world...
End of chapter 6
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